25 June 2007 I know tat i have been updating almost everyday but things just get worst! even though i am in a horrible mood right now but it just can't get it off of me! i dont know why i have been really in a depress mood but it is really fucking me up! i am really not in the good mood to do anything right now and its really bugging me a lot. just dont know how to cool down...its been like this for months and when it comes to school...dont bother to tell....seriously....i really need to calm down but just couldn't because all my problems are now starting to repeat itself! sometimes...i really hate myself for being so fucked up! how i wish i was back to my normal self where i dont have any problems! tis is really bugging me a lot! to someone special : thanks for being there for me the whole time but i dont tink i can hold on forever but we will still keep in touch :) ~JaLyNe~ 12:44 PM |