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08 October 2007 WAH~! Only a day left to decide whether i should go for the bbq or not...i really dont know if i really want to go as i dont tink i can make it as i am very busy!!!!Anyway, things have not been good for me, been really moody since the start of the holiday and getting pissed all the time. i dont know whats wrong with me and i have been so-called cutting myself and being found out by my friend who freaked out and rushed me to the hospital but the doctor told him said that it is only a scratch mark and not a cut mark. i did get a scolding for doing such a thing but i really cant help it! i dont really intend to do it but on the safe side, i only scratch it with a object which soon make my skin red and leaving behind a mark that looked like a cut and it lasted for a day. i did it cos i want to feel the pain so that i would forget everything which is disturbing me. not to mention someone i hated so much rang me up again and kept asking me to forgive her! COME ON!!!I HAVE FORGIVEN HER AGES AGO!!!! SHE IS REALLY PISSING ME OFF!!!! ~JaLyNe~ 11:00 AM |