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03 March 2008 My life now is in pain and sadness....no matter how hard i try to recover, it just wouldn't disappear....whenever i go out, i put on a cheerful smile but the truth is...it wasn't real...i can't give a real smile anymore...my cheerful self has died... I can never heal after a knife which had stabbed me...all i could feel is pain and suffering i am facing now...although i may look like my happy self but actually, i am in pain and suffering from the wound i am having now and its too painful to bear...my body's also too weak and losing my appetite very easily...after days of battling, i am finally at wists end and can no longer bear the pain anymore...the wound is now a scar but the pain remains and i really feel like dying.... i guess my cheerful self is gone for good...no matter how hard i try...it will never surface again...*EnD* ~JaLyNe~ 10:09 AM |